GET THE FUNK OUT!

2012-01-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

A new beginning.

2011-11-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

sent you a letter.
and nothing came back.

2011-09-13T17:30:00.001+08:00

i want to live in my dreams.
where i could see you every single time.

2011-09-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

silence doesnt mean i dont care.
i just dont have a chance.
i kept everything tightly with me.
u never walked out of my mind.
everything that happened when we were together is still fresh in my mind.
i miss you.
if only i could tell you.
if you knew, how would you react?
i know you just won't care.
that's just who you are.
im just hoping for a miracle to happen.
A MIRACLE.

2011-07-21T15:31:00.002+08:00

that made my day.
i cant describe the feeling i felt throughout the train ride.
undescribable.

2011-07-21T03:48:00.002+08:00

sedih betul cite sekali lagi.
pat akhir tu lagi sikit air mata nk keluar tapi last ttb hapi pula.
x sempat airmata nk keluar.
tapi syabas, cite baik skali.
akhir x patut mcm gitu.
tapi takpe. cite ni mmg best!

*my response for the movie 'sekali lagi' in malaysian way of typing*

2011-07-14T02:54:00.002+08:00

2011-07-14T02:54:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

2011-07-06T21:34:00.001+08:00

sometimes i walk home thinking why everything got to happen this way.
what is god trying to tell me.

2011-06-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

2011-06-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

platonic relationship.
- The tendency of women/men to develop close friendships with their male/female acquaintances, thereby pre-emptively eliminating any possibility of a romantic relationship.

2011-06-27T17:25:00.002+08:00

as days goes by,
we grow stronger; i grew stronger.

2011-06-22T02:42:00.002+08:00

your voice.
thank you.

2011-06-22T02:42:00.001+08:00

2011-06-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

2011-06-14T21:49:00.001+08:00

doing what i love makes me happy.
girlfriend? it adds more problems.

2011-06-12T17:16:00.001+08:00

2011-06-07T20:33:00.001+08:00

2011-05-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

2011-05-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

carnaval! carnaval! done..!!
awesome experience.
next will be NDP!
insyaallah!

2011-05-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

Always believe in yourself. No matter who’s around you being negative or thrusting negative energy at you, totally block it off.

Because whatever you believe, you become.

2011-05-11T03:37:00.002+08:00

terasa amat sedih apabila teringat panggilan terakhir arwah ibu.
itulah kali terakhir aku mendegar suaranya.

2011-05-11T03:33:00.001+08:00

school is being such an ass.

2011-05-05T22:59:00.001+08:00

When I had you to myself
I didn't want you around
Those pretty faces always made you stand out in a crowd
But someone picked you from the bunch
one glance was all it took
Now it's much too late for me to take a second look

2011-05-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

jodoh tak ke mane.

the reason why i can't forget you is because you were so precious to me.
i loved u so much, i promised to take care of you no matter what happen.
but i failed.
till today.
but i know you are happy now.

that's why it hurts.
it just hurts seeing you being so damn happy now.
and there's still just one question that still lingers.
how could you just forget everything in a snap of a finger?

2011-05-03T00:38:00.001+08:00

how do you think of me now?

2011-05-03T00:21:00.001+08:00

i prefer to bottle up my feelings now.
cause it doesnt make any difference when i share.

2011-05-02T22:37:00.001+08:00

dimana ader kemahuan disitu ader jalan.

2011-05-02T02:16:00.002+08:00

hais.
aku ader ckp, aku da lupekan.
tapi pada zahirnya,aku masih tk bole lupekan.
maseh ader sisa-sisanya lagi.
yang takboleh aku tinggalkan.

sampai bila aku nk macam gini.

you are my only cure.

2011-04-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

I feel i need a touch of a lady in my life now.
how i wished you were still mine right now, yes you Zaaat.
cause you were and will always be the ONLY one, who knows ibu.
you've seen her, you've talked to her.

a new one will never know how special my mom was, and how special she was to me.
No.
but i know you do.

my life is changing, drastically.

2011-04-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

your presence is truly missed.

2011-04-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

"Never make any decisions when you are angry, Never make any promises when you are happy"

2011-04-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

no one can ever know how i feel inside.
there's just too much, too much.

2011-04-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

i wanna go to the rooftop and sit all alone at the edge again.
i wanna talk to the sky.

2011-04-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

got my dreads. hehe!

2011-04-13T02:17:00.003+08:00

i feel like i have nothing else in this world right now.
ibu, i miss you.
you left us too early.
i just cant pick myself up anymore.
im lost, i just dont know whats next at this point of time.

2011-04-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

When I said “go”, I wasn’t pushing you away but setting you free. When I said “enough”, I haven’t given up, I just needed a break. When I said “goodbye”, I didn’t mean farewell. But what could I do? You were gone before I could say “come back”.

2011-04-07T00:42:00.002+08:00

love?
not yet.
i still have many things to go through.
still a long way to go.
having it now; i don't think it'll last.
i can wait.
i'm not desperate.
i'll find the RIGHT person, when the RIGHT time comes.

2011-04-05T01:09:00.003+08:00

sorrow.
only allah knows.

2011-03-28T18:06:00.003+08:00

Every time
You feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't despair
And never lose hope
'Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah
Insha Allah
Insha Allah
You'll find your way

Every time
You commit one more mistake
You feel you can't repent and that it's way too late
You're so confused
Wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full shame
But don't despair
And never lose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side

Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah
Guide my steps, don't let me go astray
You're the only one who can show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way

InshaAllah
InshaAllah
InshaAllah
We'll find the way

al - fatihah

2011-03-28T18:05:00.001+08:00

2011-03-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

a good friend said.

Friend: maybe ader hikmahnyer kau da tak ngan dier skarang. maybe allah nak jauhkan kau dari dosa ker etc.

me: yeah that could be true.

after i thought about it, yeah i think thats true somehow.

2011-03-22T23:54:00.006+08:00

the lagendas
(Y)

ill upload the video as soon as i get it.

so wait up.

2011-03-22T17:53:00.001+08:00

2011-03-22T17:50:00.001+08:00

2011-03-22T17:44:00.002+08:00

a note to all guys out there.

i never really did all this i admit.

but im not perfect so are you.

so learn.

2011-03-22T17:25:00.002+08:00

today i don't feel like doing anything.
i just wanna lay in my bed.

2011-03-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

just one word.
one word baby.
AWESOME.

2011-03-18T13:42:00.001+08:00

The lagendas! we have a show tommorow.
today's our last practise, and tomorrow's the day.
we're are gonna rock their socks off!
anniversarry party here we come!

2011-03-18T01:43:00.002+08:00

nice day spent with soul percussion.
we jammed after so long, finally.
best companions to be with.
two thumbs up! (Y) (Y)!

2011-03-16T11:56:00.003+08:00

why do i have to dream?
why must i have those dreams?

yeah i can see you there everytime.
but when i wake up, i know everything's just fake.
what's the meaning behind all this?

it just makes me feel down every morning.
trying to recall what i just dreamnt.
and know that whatever happened in there doesn't makes sense in the real world.

it sucks, really.

2011-03-15T10:21:00.000+08:00

i think im gonna go stay at tampines for many2 days.
and pay, please come faster.

2011-03-14T19:03:00.001+08:00

okay now, i really can't wait to get legal.
there are some new things i need to try.

2011-03-14T17:28:00.002+08:00

i wish i could turn back time.

you'd talk to me everyday.
get mad when i didn't reply.
because i was sleeping or maybe i was playing my game.
go for lunch.
or breakfast.
make silly jokes, about people or just anything i could come up with.
random jokes when u least expected.
hear you talk, watch you laugh.
at most, make you happy.
to tell you that i'll be there when u needed most.

but i guess all of these had dissappeared.
i miss you.
i miss those time.
i hate holidays.

2011-03-14T14:16:00.001+08:00

and hell yeah i miss you girl.

2011-03-14T13:46:00.001+08:00

‎; you know what’s crazy? its when you keep loving someone that will never be yours because it feels good having that feeling even if it hurts.

2011-03-14T11:21:00.002+08:00

i slept for 20 damn hours! close to a day. shit.
hell of a ride to and from the mosque!
an experience to remember.

2011-03-11T14:53:00.006+08:00

hot.
catchy song.

"saat kau sadar betapa ku cintaimu."
"ku akan selalu setia tuk menunggumu."

2011-03-09T12:00:00.002+08:00

Brother please dont be rude to your mother.

think before u try to say anything stupid.

if this happens again.

im gonna throw whatever on my hands at that time.

right onto your face.

if mother is not going to do anything, ill do something.

ill make sure i beat the hell out of you.

2011-03-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

nicely taken.

2011-03-07T23:44:00.003+08:00

there are two reasons why you can't

sleep: it's either too much happiness is in

your heart that excites and makes your

system works; or there's a lot of pain in you

that causes your mind to think of solutions.

2011-03-07T12:32:00.002+08:00

it sucks

when u know

that you need to let go

but you can't

because you're

still waiting

for the

IMPOSSIBLE

to happen.

2011-03-07T12:19:00.002+08:00

i love you.
that the reason why i let you go.
because i want you to have what you think is best for you.
you never leave my mind.
even when i have a million things to worry about.

2011-03-07T12:00:00.003+08:00

the longer the

PATIENCE

the longer the

PATIENCE

2011-03-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

i wish i was a glee club member.

2011-02-27T13:51:00.003+08:00

great.

2011-02-27T13:49:00.001+08:00

2011-02-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

this is one cool bird.

2011-02-11T22:15:00.001+08:00

2011-02-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

chill.

2011-02-11T12:23:00.003+08:00

2011-02-11T12:23:00.001+08:00

2011-02-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

2011-02-11T12:15:00.000+08:00

2011-02-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

2011-02-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

true.

2011-02-02T00:22:00.001+08:00

My personal best design.

Photo Frame clock.

100% DIY.

I like it ALOT.

2011-01-30T00:14:00.002+08:00

This is you isn't ?

you 'GAVE UP'.

2011-01-27T00:25:00.001+08:00

27th january.
the date that i will remember for the rest of my life.

2011-01-26T18:54:00.003+08:00

faster anyone, teach me how to get to know a lady.

a brief description.
her dad was warded too the same day that i was warded.
so we talked(her dad ah not her), cause there was nothing else to do.
check2 ader anak daraaa....
i saw her, and my jaws dropped.
i smiled, she smiled.

i thought that was it.
dalam hati, kalau ader jodoh jumpe lah lagi. hehehe.

but then a week later when i finally came back to school.
SHE'S IN THE SAME SCHOOL!
SHE WAS RIGHT THERE!

at first i didn't notice.
i gave her the 'i feel like i've seen you before' face.
she smiled.
JENG! IT'S HER!

shit, shit, shit. i really need to get to know her.

2011-01-25T23:12:00.004+08:00

i can still remember that moment.
all alone in the hotel room.
brother went out without telling, parents went for breakfast.
i made a cup of coffee for myself and lit a cigarrete.

i open up the curtains, and sat down.
lift my leg up the chair and tucked it onto my stomach.

so i started reminiscing all the fond memories.
sad, happy, everything.

lit a ciggarette one after another.

i've burnt that book.
im writing a new book now.

one purpose of going to the holiday was to release everything
there and come back as a different person.
throw the past away.
what's done is done, i can't change it.
i did just that.
i can feel the difference now, a big difference.

i just can't describe it.

2011-01-23T20:48:00.004+08:00

nice pic, nice street, nice atmosphere. It would be great if i could open up the windows to this view every single morning, the morning breeze and all. wow.

2011-01-22T17:31:00.003+08:00

the thought of Michael Jackson brings back a lot of memories when i was a kid.

i grew up listening to his songs.

His agenda was to make this world a better place.

1958 -2009

Thanks for being a "THRILLER"

2011-01-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

stop looking at me like a bad kid cause of the bandage on my face.
im a decent lad for sure.

2011-01-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

being warded in the hospital is no fun at all.
3 days in the hospital.
fucking abcess grown under my ear.
but alhamdullilah everything went smoothly.
now i have to go to the polyclinic to change my dressing everyday.
and there is this small drain pipe thingy under my ear.

but i feel very compassionate towards my relatives and friends
for showing me their care and concern.
cousins,aunts and uncles.
thanks for visiting =)
especially mot, thanks for being there man.
eventhough mok and pai are busy with work.
thanks for showing that u guys care.
koranglah brother aku sehidup semati!!
terharu dookk!!

now im gonna jump on my bed and sleep.
miss my bed,miss my bolster!

2011-01-15T13:19:00.000+08:00

i want a cute fat cat with fluffy furs that covers its eyes and all it does is just laze around anywhere in the house and makes me search around for it and when i finally found it it just gonna make me smile and laugh. How nice.

2011-01-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

Treasure what you have before it's too late.

2011-01-11T13:37:00.001+08:00

Pandeiro for $120!?
okay cool! saving time.

2011-01-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

strong, stroNGER, STRONGEST.

2011-01-09T14:05:00.001+08:00

Don't be afraid to let the world know who you really are.

2011-01-02T11:45:00.002+08:00

the bad thing that happened in 2010:
I lost someone that i really love. Until now, i cant forget her.
yeah, i think thats the only thing that hit me hard this year.
the worst.

the good thing that happened in 2010:
I passed my O's and managed to get into poly.
I fulfilled my dreams of becoming a MUSICIAN. (Y)
And i got the GREEN LIGHT by my parents to smoke! it just happened
a few days ago. Great timing!

things i want to achieve in 2011:
LICENSE! car or bike, as long as i have license, but i prefer bike first 8).
DREADLOCKS! my hair is going to be long enough soon.
STUDY HARD AND DONT UPSET MY PARENTS. especially ibu.
I WANT TO BE A GOOD SON. i am not going to do anything stupid anymore mom i promise!

then i was asked, what about a girlfriend?
nope guys, not yet.., not now.

anyways, a great camping trip to start off 2011.
we should do this more often guys!

2010-12-29T19:51:00.006+08:00

OH I LOVE THESE PICTURES.

2010-12-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

thanks for sparing some thoughts.
hope we could meet up and chat somedays.

2010-12-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

eventhough we have not talk or seen each other for a long time.
dont think that i have stopped thinking about you.
i always do.
not thinking about getting back together.
but thinking about you.

is everything alrite there?

life is unfair sometimes.
but nevertheless we have to go through it.

this fucked up year is coming to an end soon.
i want to start anew beginning.

2010-12-13T01:56:00.001+08:00

2010-12-09T14:51:00.002+08:00

IT HURTS

2010-12-09T14:51:00.001+08:00

2010-12-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

2010-12-09T12:35:00.001+08:00

NEVER,
Make somebody you're everything.
Cause when they're gone you've got
NOTHING.

2010-12-08T20:46:00.001+08:00

Smiling has always been easier, than explaining why you’re sad.